Goonluver behavior modifier for Sissies

Feminization to become a Shemale Cumslut

Bass Slut (Sissy)

"Big, fat, hard dick. Oh my God. I want that dick!"

Goddess Gracie

I was absolutely thrilled to receive an email from from Goddess Gracie recently. She is one of the very best feminizing hypnotists around and, after looking at my blog, said she was very impressed with what a legitimate dickless faggot I am. I'm a huge fan of her work and Goddess Gracie's Good Girl 1+2 have played a big part in making me such a legitimate dickless faggot. I've mentioned Little Miss Squidgy several times on here and Goddess Gracie's files are brilliant companion files to this series. Her files and MsJ's really have warped my pathetic little mind and I'm very grateful for this. Thank you for making me like this Goddess Gracie. Goddess Gracie's wonderful new blog goddessgracielovesyou.blogspot.co.uk is essential reading for all sissy princesses. Follow her blog, download her files and permanently become a swishy, effeminate, dickless, pansy princess like me. I don't even have a sliver of manhood left now and I'm proud of what I have become.

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Cock Sucking Subliminal Programing

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Mind Mistress - Sauna

I've been listening to Sauna by Mind Mistress in an attempt to fuck up my sexuality even further. Mind Mistress always has a strong effect on me as anybody who has read my post about the file Male Charm will know. After listening to that I ended up cruising in a gay bar and picking up a guy so I figured Sauna would be even more humiliating and effective. Not sure if its working yet but earlier I was chatting to a guy online and ended up watching him wank off on cam...

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Track 1-Induction (15:20) : The trance induction, which also sets the trance trigger word.

Track 2-Feelings (5:40) : Teaches a training trigger for feeling revulsion and disgust (that will be later applied to sex with women), and intense sexual desire (to be applied when looking at men).

Track 3-Gay (4:30): Starts by imagining what it would be like if you were a gay man, how you would look, act, move, feel… and then stepping into it, to really feel it. It’s just a dream… totally safe… just to imagine.

Track 4-Hot (3:40): Continuing the fantasy, imagine what it feels like to be constantly checking out hot guys, kissing them, wanting to suck them off, to take it up the ass. To be totally obsessed and addicted to guys and their wonderful cocks, comparing them, trying them all out, practicing safe sex, and happy to be gay.

Track 5-Dress (5:29): You’re at the gay bar, checking out the guys, learning how you really want to dress, femmy and gay, in tight sexy clothes, looking like those other gay guys you find so hot! Maybe you want some nipple piercings like they have. Piercings are so hot! You’d like earrings, at least. Oh, a leather collar would look hot on you too, so you can look like a really submissive bottom, and find a strong gay guy to take you. And you so totally need a gay hairdresser to help you look gay with a really gay hairstyle!

Track 6-Manners (5:01): And you talk with your hands, you’re very expressive and emotional. Maybe you even lisp a little bit (it’s so cute!), and you sound like a valley girl because you are a femmy, swishy flaming gay dancing queen! You don’t walk, you sashay across a room, playing with your hair seductively, caressing yourself. You’re such a horny gay guy, and you loooove grinding it out on the dance floor, it just feels so natural to be gay.

Listen to a Free Gay Hypnosis mp3 clip from track 6!(1 min)

But you’re not just cute, you can be a real bitch when your guy isn’t treating you right. You can throw tantrums… until your guy puts you in your place and sticks it in you! But for now, ABBA is playing, you love that musics! So let’s throw our hands up and dance!

Track 7-Sex (4:07) : Dancing Queen is playing, you LOVE that song! As you dance, you’re checking out all the hot guys, getting hornier and hornier. You want to kiss them so bad, to rub your body against then, to get on your knees and suck them. Your ass feels soooo empty. The more you dance, the more you’re thinking about going to a men’s sauna, so you can get naked, and see all those hot naked guys. So you can see their cocks. And pretty soon, you’re at the sauna, and they’re checking you out like you’re checking them out. You know you’re going to get a room have sex with one of them, and you’re so excited. You WANT to be their little cockslut! But sometimes, there’s no time to go pick up a guy at a bar, and you need cock RIGHT NOW! So sometimes you go to glory holes… get on your knees and SUCK!

Track 8-Smoke (4:08) Optional Smoking Fetish Track : Learn to associate sucking on a cigarette and sucking on a cock… so that smoking makes you more and more horny for cock, and cocksucking makes you want to smoke. And every time you see a hot guy and can’t suck him, you need to smoke.

Track 9 – Hobbies (6:54): My favorite track! Learn to despise all the masculine hobbies, like watching sports on TV, violent action movies, slasher movies, the newspaper sports section. And then, learn to LOVE reading fashion magazines for beauty tips and relationship advice, interior decoration magazines, hairstyle magazines, and on TV, figure skating, chick flicks, romantic movies with hot guys… and realize that kissing a girl is YUCKY! What you want is to kiss hot guys!

Track 10-Forever (4:22): You realize now that you really ARE gay, you’ve always been gay and just denying it. You can forget any memories that suggest you’re not gay, and fully accept that you are gay. In fact, you’d like to be MORE gay, and you need to reinforce your conditioning every day to feel better and better about being more and more gay. Whenever you try to fight it, the need to be gay gets STRONGER, and you act even more femmy and swishy, more and more, and if you fight it too much, you’ll start to lisp. But that won’t happen, because you LOVE being gay.

Track 11-Awaken (0:53): Awaken as a total gay guy, remembering all those memories of being gay, feeling wonderful!

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Gay cock sucking induction

This is fantastic. Thanks to Annamalice for originally posting it on her blog. Before you ask, yes I did follow her instructions through out including the bit at the end. MMMMMMM...enjoyed it.

Adult Hypnotic Wishes

Like many sissies, I've frequented Adult Hypnotic Wishes for several years. It's an excellent site full of wonderful flash animations, stories, hypnotic IM logs and CD recordings. I've spent a lot of time in the chat room and consider it an integral part of my descent in to sissy faggot cocksuckerdom. I've always wanted to buy one of Mind Mistress's CD on account of the content and her amazing voice but have always been put off by the fact that they could only be ordered on CD through the post. Alas no more! Most of the CDs are available for MP3 download now and I've finally taken the plunge. To call her work effective is an understatement.

In theory her CDs should be listened to in order but I decided on CD 4 Male Charm now that it has had an induction added to it. Before I tell you what I've been up to, here's the track by track listing on the AHW as proof of it's effectiveness:

1. Preamble – Track 1 Tells the subject she wants to be a slut, and will enjoy it. If the subject has been trained with other CDs to go deep into trance, and you do not want them to know what will happen to them, skip this track and start at Track 2.
2. Trance Formation – Track 2 Uses the trigger word established in all previous CDs to bring the person deep into trance, imagine their ideal feminine body sitting at bar, and become that person, feeling and seeing their body as being sexy, big breasted, and totally female.
   
3. Flirt – Track 3 The subject learns how wonderful it feels to flirt with a man.
4. Caressed – Track 4 The man starts caressing and seducing her
5. Stroke – Track 5 She starts feeling him through his pants, and then stroking his cock, getting more and more aroused by the effect she's having on him.
6. Oral – Track 6 She can't stand it anymore, and takes his cock in her mouth, learning the pleasures of cocksucking.
7. Kiss – Track 7 A second man takes her away from the first, and she learns to enjoy kissing men.
8. Table – Track 8 Her clothing gets ripped away, and she is placed on her back on a table, feeling so horny she puts up no resistance.
9. Vaginal – Track 9 She gets taken by one man, while sucking another's cock. Skip this track if you're training the subject to be a shemale.
10. Anal – Track 10 She gets taken off the table, onto her feet, still in high heels, and leans over it to get taken up the ass.
11. Permanence – Track 11 This track creates an irrisistible compulsion to listen to the CD every day, as often as possible, until the subject is completely and permanently a cockslut. Skip this track if you only want to reinforce attraction to men, otherwise your subject will become totally addicted to listening to this CD, and the addiction will not stop until they are a total slut, constantly horny for men and cock.
12. Awaken – Track 12 The subject awakens still feeling and seeing their body as female. This hallucination will get more vivid and realistic every time they listen to the CD, until they perceive themselves as a big breasted slut all the time. Such hallucinations usually fade after going to sleep, unless the CD is used for too long, in which case it becomes permanent. How long is "too long" ? That depends on the subject.
13. Debriefing – Track 13 She is told how much she enjoys being a slut, and how she'll need to get some cock, or at least look at pictures of cocks as soon as possible. Skip this track if your subject usually shows amnesia for their time in trance, and they don't know you're making them a slut
14. Techno Slut – This is the Techno music that she hears playing in the club during her slutty adventures. After a few listenings of the CD, just playing this music will make her feel very slutty and extremely horny for cock. It will trigger all her conditionnings, and can easily by played on a loop at a party where she is to service men, or in the car on the way to a club

Warning! If listened to in its entirety, this CD creates a permanent change in the sexual preference of the listener. It does not make any changes to sexual attraction to women, if any exists, but it creates an obsessive attraction to men and cocks, as well as a compulsion to please them sexually in every way.

TRIGGERS: This CD sets a trance trigger word, which is only usable by Me. Because it plays the techno music throughout the CD, that tune becomes deeply associated with being a horny cockslut, so you can use the last track as a trigger for slutty behavior. Just pop that tune into the CD player, and watch the results... (that tune is the only trigger usable by someone other than Me).

On Sunday I spent much of the day in the pub watching the football on "Survival Sunday." I drank quite a lot until my friends went home. As I left the pub I felt an overwhelming urge to visit a nearby gaybar and did so. I wandered in and sat on my own for a few minutes drinking a pint. Four guys came in together and sat at a table near me. The next time I went to the bar one of them invited me to join them. To cut a long story short I ended up flirting with the guy who invited me to the table and made it clear that I really wanted to sleep with him. When we eventually left the bar we walked to another gay bar and I held hands with him as we walked. About halfway there we stopped and kissed and I stroked his cock through his pants. This was in the middle of the street where anybody could have seen and I felt like I had no control over my actions.

There was a Drag Queen behind the bar in the second fag bar and I took great delight in showing her pics of me dressed. "Very nice hun, excellent legs" was her concise opinion. From the very beginning I got the guy to call me Claire and made it clear I was a cock hungry tranny. I wasn't fully dressed but I was clearly in Claire mode through out. We continued to kiss and I stroked his cock but there was nowhere to go to to have sex so it never happened. I was practically begging to suck his cock and have him fuck me but it wasn't practical. Male Charm and Little Miss Squidgy have permanently changed my sexuality and the thought of going back to Annies Bar and The Oak gets me hard. It's going to be very difficult for me to stay away from either if I continue to listen to Mind Mistress and Ms J and quite frankly I'm at the stage where I want to visit such places as often as possible. I'm a faggot for life now and I love it. Be careful what you wish for dear readers. xxx

Sissy Faggot brainwashing

Sissy in Wonderland (another picture of me)

I mentioned in an earlier post that I'd bought an Alice in Wonderland sissy dress from Birchplace. It's pink and white as opposed to to the blue and white one on the link and I adore it. Here's a quick pic of me wearing it. If any of you horny faggots want to see the rest of me wearing it then email me and I may email some pics back to you. The fucked up geniuses behind TVFA and Kara are guaranteed these pics if my two sissy heroes want to see them.


It's impossible not to be a swishy, femmy faggot when wearing it with 5 inch heels and fishnets. My arse wiggles delightfully when I minced about in it and I couldn't look more of a feminised queer if I tried. And believe me I am trying. I'm listening to feminizing hypnosis every night in bed and my inner sissy is firmly in control now. Isabella Valentine, Lady Lita, EMG and others are warping my gender and sexuality on a nightly basis and I'm plugging them into my ears and letting them do it. How pathetic is that? The most pathetic thing is that I keep listening to the Little Miss Squidgy files which means there's a very real chance I'll never be able to get it up with a real woman again. Ha ha, what a fucking sissy faggot cock sucker loser I am. I might as well start listening to Curse Forced Gay and be done with it.

Annamalice Sissy Self Hypnosis: #01 - Cock worship self hypnosis

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