"Oh, yes. I knew I was weird by the time I was four. I knew I wasn't like other boys. I knew I was more fearful. I didn't like the rough and tumble most boys were into. I knew I was a sissy." - Robert Crumb

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Adult Hypnotic Wishes

Like many sissies, I've frequented Adult Hypnotic Wishes for several years. It's an excellent site full of wonderful flash animations, stories, hypnotic IM logs and CD recordings. I've spent a lot of time in the chat room and consider it an integral part of my descent in to sissy faggot cocksuckerdom. I've always wanted to buy one of Mind Mistress's CD on account of the content and her amazing voice but have always been put off by the fact that they could only be ordered on CD through the post. Alas no more! Most of the CDs are available for MP3 download now and I've finally taken the plunge. To call her work effective is an understatement.

In theory her CDs should be listened to in order but I decided on CD 4 Male Charm now that it has had an induction added to it. Before I tell you what I've been up to, here's the track by track listing on the AHW as proof of it's effectiveness:
  1. Preamble – Track 1 Tells the subject she wants to be a slut, and will enjoy it. If the subject has been trained with other CDs to go deep into trance, and you do not want them to know what will happen to them, skip this track and start at Track 2.
  2. Trance Formation – Track 2 Uses the trigger word established in all previous CDs to bring the person deep into trance, imagine their ideal feminine body sitting at bar, and become that person, feeling and seeing their body as being sexy, big breasted, and totally female.
  3. Flirt – Track 3 The subject learns how wonderful it feels to flirt with a man.
  4. Caressed – Track 4 The man starts caressing and seducing her
  5. Stroke – Track 5 She starts feeling him through his pants, and then stroking his cock, getting more and more aroused by the effect she's having on him.
  6. Oral – Track 6 She can't stand it anymore, and takes his cock in her mouth, learning the pleasures of cocksucking.
  7. Kiss – Track 7 A second man takes her away from the first, and she learns to enjoy kissing men.
  8. Table – Track 8 Her clothing gets ripped away, and she is placed on her back on a table, feeling so horny she puts up no resistance.
  9. Vaginal – Track 9 She gets taken by one man, while sucking another's cock. Skip this track if you're training the subject to be a shemale.
  10. Anal – Track 10 She gets taken off the table, onto her feet, still in high heels, and leans over it to get taken up the ass.
  11. Permanence – Track 11 This track creates an irrisistible compulsion to listen to the CD every day, as often as possible, until the subject is completely and permanently a cockslut. Skip this track if you only want to reinforce attraction to men, otherwise your subject will become totally addicted to listening to this CD, and the addiction will not stop until they are a total slut, constantly horny for men and cock.
  12. Awaken – Track 12 The subject awakens still feeling and seeing their body as female. This hallucination will get more vivid and realistic every time they listen to the CD, until they perceive themselves as a big breasted slut all the time. Such hallucinations usually fade after going to sleep, unless the CD is used for too long, in which case it becomes permanent. How long is "too long" ? That depends on the subject.
  13. Debriefing Track 13 She is told how much she enjoys being a slut, and how she'll need to get some cock, or at least look at pictures of cocks as soon as possible. Skip this track if your subject usually shows amnesia for their time in trance, and they don't know you're making them a slut
  14. Techno Slut – This is the Techno music that she hears playing in the club during her slutty adventures. After a few listenings of the CD, just playing this music will make her feel very slutty and extremely horny for cock. It will trigger all her conditionnings, and can easily by played on a loop at a party where she is to service men, or in the car on the way to a club

Warning! If listened to in its entirety, this CD creates a permanent change in the sexual preference of the listener. It does not make any changes to sexual attraction to women, if any exists, but it creates an obsessive attraction to men and cocks, as well as a compulsion to please them sexually in every way.

TRIGGERS: This CD sets a trance trigger word, which is only usable by Me. Because it plays the techno music throughout the CD, that tune becomes deeply associated with being a horny cockslut, so you can use the last track as a trigger for slutty behavior. Just pop that tune into the CD player, and watch the results... (that tune is the only trigger usable by someone other than Me).

On Sunday I spent much of the day in the pub watching the football on "Survival Sunday." I drank quite a lot until my friends went home. As I left the pub I felt an overwhelming urge to visit a nearby gaybar and did so. I wandered in and sat on my own for a few minutes drinking a pint. Four guys came in together and sat at a table near me. The next time I went to the bar one of them invited me to join them. To cut a long story short I ended up flirting with the guy who invited me to the table and made it clear that I really wanted to sleep with him. When we eventually left the bar we walked to another gay bar and I held hands with him as we walked. About halfway there we stopped and kissed and I stroked his cock through his pants. This was in the middle of the street where anybody could have seen and I felt like I had no control over my actions.

There was a Drag Queen behind the bar in the second fag bar and I took great delight in showing her pics of me dressed. "Very nice hun, excellent legs" was her concise opinion. From the very beginning I got the guy to call me Claire and made it clear I was a cock hungry tranny. I wasn't fully dressed but I was clearly in Claire mode through out. We continued to kiss and I stroked his cock but there was nowhere to go to to have sex so it never happened. I was practically begging to suck his cock and have him fuck me but it wasn't practical. Male Charm and Little Miss Squidgy have permanently changed my sexuality and the thought of going back to Annies Bar and The Oak gets me hard. It's going to be very difficult for me to stay away from either if I continue to listen to Mind Mistress and Ms J and quite frankly I'm at the stage where I want to visit such places as often as possible. I'm a faggot for life now and I love it. Be careful what you wish for dear readers. xxx


  1. http://isohunt.com/torrent_details/279319333/mind+mistress?tab=summary for others.

  2. This is both terrifying (for my straight side) and incredibly exciting.

  3. didnt hear it but watched mommys good

  4. I want and am a full woman and am subject to be a full womaman that loves a cock in any orfacice please let it be fullfilled love Bethlynn

  5. after seeing the pics I need to dress myself and add a pic or 2 love Bethlynn may I devorre many cocks with a cummy surprise your very lovly lady freind Bethlynn with hint of cum on my lipps that I love to swallow no need for training just more cummy cock

  6. pics will be posted love Bethlynn

  7. i know i am a fag cocksucker already but i love to reinforcing my craving by mind control and hypnotizing i love submitting myself to worshipping all cocks

  8. yes sissy hipno make me a cocksucker faggot