"Oh, yes. I knew I was weird by the time I was four. I knew I wasn't like other boys. I knew I was more fearful. I didn't like the rough and tumble most boys were into. I knew I was a sissy." - Robert Crumb

Sunday 21 August 2011

Taking the cane.

I had another session with Mistress Angela recently. She introduced me to the pleasure and pain of the cane. I'm too young to have experienced corporal punishment at school so it was the first time my arse had been punished in this way. We did a role play in which I was a slutty student teacher and Mistress was a sixth former punishing me for turning the boys heads, including her boyfriend.

Mistress dressed me in some of her own clothes which fortunately fit me well. I wore a black satin pencil skirt with built in corset, white blouse with fake tits, red lacy panties and my own fishnets and white 5 inch heels. I also wore a large red flower in my hair along with full make-up. The skirt was quite constricting so I could only take small girly steps while walking and I felt very sexy and feminine.

I initially took a spanking like last time and found the belts easily to endure than last time. Then she picked up the cane. I can't describe how painful being caned is but it hurts a great deal. However the pain quickly goes and is replaced by an enjoyable rush. I took six strikes as agreed and really thought I couldn't take any more yet I found myself bending over to take more when given the choice. And then more. My arse was very red when I finally decided I couldn't take anymore and the following day some of the redness was replaced by bruising. It wasn't particularly painful bruising and I got aroused from sitting on it for the next few days.

Having been thoroughly punished, Mistress then proceeded to lube up my arse and fuck me with a ribbed toy. I was quickly moaning like horny slut. Love, love love anal stimulation. After that I ended up sucking Mistress's cock for a long time.I'm so proud of how good I am at sucking cock now. A few years ago I'd have been horrified at the very idea of sucking a cock while dressed as a woman. Now not only do I crave it like a junky in need of a fix, I'm very skilled at it and enjoy it far more than any other sexual act. From straight to proud faggot in a few years. Proof that flash animations and hypnosis do work.

Mistress then had me cane her. My technique was sloppy due to having never done it before and I hit her on the top of the legs twice due to my poor aim but eventually I worked out how to do it competently. She enjoyed it anyway then sucked me as a reward. Despite the pleasure I couldn't cum even though pre-cum was dripping from my aroused clitty. We started kissing while wanking each other and this was much more effective. Mistress shot her warm, sticky cum all over my hand and my heavy cum load went all over the floor. I adore kissing, its such a sensual act.

A very enjoyable session and confirmation that I really am into BDSM.

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Sunday 7 August 2011

If only...

A captioned story by Mika. The last frame gets me really hard. If only Jennifer Garner was a shemale and wanted me to suck her cock...

Monday 1 August 2011

Definition of Queer

"Queer: A queer is a person who is partly male and partly female. The most common kind includes a person who has a male body but a female soul/ gender.

The quality of Queerness is biological and inherent. It is not caused by social factors nor is it an abnormality as propagated by the Western society."
































Hands up, who thinks I'm queer?