"Oh, yes. I knew I was weird by the time I was four. I knew I wasn't like other boys. I knew I was more fearful. I didn't like the rough and tumble most boys were into. I knew I was a sissy." - Robert Crumb

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

Mind Mistress - Sauna

I've been listening to Sauna by Mind Mistress in an attempt to fuck up my sexuality even further. Mind Mistress always has a strong effect on me as anybody who has read my post about the file Male Charm will know. After listening to that I ended up cruising in a gay bar and picking up a guy so I figured Sauna would be even more humiliating and effective. Not sure if its working yet but earlier I was chatting to a guy online and ended up watching him wank off on cam...


Track 1-Induction (15:20) : The trance induction, which also sets the trance trigger word.

Track 2-Feelings (5:40) : Teaches a training trigger for feeling revulsion and disgust (that will be later applied to sex with women), and intense sexual desire (to be applied when looking at men).

Track 3-Gay (4:30): Starts by imagining what it would be like if you were a gay man, how you would look, act, move, feel… and then stepping into it, to really feel it. It’s just a dream… totally safe… just to imagine.

Track 4-Hot (3:40): Continuing the fantasy, imagine what it feels like to be constantly checking out hot guys, kissing them, wanting to suck them off, to take it up the ass. To be totally obsessed and addicted to guys and their wonderful cocks, comparing them, trying them all out, practicing safe sex, and happy to be gay.

Track 5-Dress (5:29): You’re at the gay bar, checking out the guys, learning how you really want to dress, femmy and gay, in tight sexy clothes, looking like those other gay guys you find so hot! Maybe you want some nipple piercings like they have. Piercings are so hot! You’d like earrings, at least. Oh, a leather collar would look hot on you too, so you can look like a really submissive bottom, and find a strong gay guy to take you. And you so totally need a gay hairdresser to help you look gay with a really gay hairstyle!

Track 6-Manners (5:01): And you talk with your hands, you’re very expressive and emotional. Maybe you even lisp a little bit (it’s so cute!), and you sound like a valley girl because you are a femmy, swishy flaming gay dancing queen! You don’t walk, you sashay across a room, playing with your hair seductively, caressing yourself. You’re such a horny gay guy, and you loooove grinding it out on the dance floor, it just feels so natural to be gay.

Listen to a Free Gay Hypnosis mp3 clip from track 6!(1 min)

But you’re not just cute, you can be a real bitch when your guy isn’t treating you right. You can throw tantrums… until your guy puts you in your place and sticks it in you! But for now, ABBA is playing, you love that musics! So let’s throw our hands up and dance!

Track 7-Sex (4:07) : Dancing Queen is playing, you LOVE that song! As you dance, you’re checking out all the hot guys, getting hornier and hornier. You want to kiss them so bad, to rub your body against then, to get on your knees and suck them. Your ass feels soooo empty. The more you dance, the more you’re thinking about going to a men’s sauna, so you can get naked, and see all those hot naked guys. So you can see their cocks. And pretty soon, you’re at the sauna, and they’re checking you out like you’re checking them out. You know you’re going to get a room have sex with one of them, and you’re so excited. You WANT to be their little cockslut! But sometimes, there’s no time to go pick up a guy at a bar, and you need cock RIGHT NOW! So sometimes you go to glory holes… get on your knees and SUCK!

Track 8-Smoke (4:08) Optional Smoking Fetish Track : Learn to associate sucking on a cigarette and sucking on a cock… so that smoking makes you more and more horny for cock, and cocksucking makes you want to smoke. And every time you see a hot guy and can’t suck him, you need to smoke.

Track 9 – Hobbies (6:54): My favorite track! Learn to despise all the masculine hobbies, like watching sports on TV, violent action movies, slasher movies, the newspaper sports section. And then, learn to LOVE reading fashion magazines for beauty tips and relationship advice, interior decoration magazines, hairstyle magazines, and on TV, figure skating, chick flicks, romantic movies with hot guys… and realize that kissing a girl is YUCKY! What you want is to kiss hot guys!

Track 10-Forever (4:22): You realize now that you really ARE gay, you’ve always been gay and just denying it. You can forget any memories that suggest you’re not gay, and fully accept that you are gay. In fact, you’d like to be MORE gay, and you need to reinforce your conditioning every day to feel better and better about being more and more gay. Whenever you try to fight it, the need to be gay gets STRONGER, and you act even more femmy and swishy, more and more, and if you fight it too much, you’ll start to lisp. But that won’t happen, because you LOVE being gay.

Track 11-Awaken (0:53): Awaken as a total gay guy, remembering all those memories of being gay, feeling wonderful!

1 comment:

  1. Hiya, it's an amazing cd - that's me in the second picture of the page on mm's site xx