Like a dog humping it's Master's leg

A girl that I work with has started wearing skirts like the one above and I can't stop looking at her legs whenever she walks across the office. Her heels are about the same height as in the picture and the way her arse sways from side to side as she walks looks wonderful. She's the only good looking woman I work with, which makes her look even hotter. I'm really starting to get turned on by her but true to form this isn't a straight boy fancying a hot girl sort of arousal. No its much more fucked up than that...

I don't want to sleep with her like any normal guy would want to. I want to be humiliated by her beauty. I want to rub my cock up against those long, smooth sexy legs like a dog humping it's Master's leg. I want my pre-cum covered bellend to rub against her shiny shoes before she forces me to deep throat the heel like the cock sucking faggot I've become. I want to worship her beauty in such a way that shows how inferior to women I am. I want to be Emily's bitch not her lover. I want her to make me up all pretty like her and humiliate me by making me a fluffer for her boyfriend before he shows her what a real man is like.

Of course, none of this is actually ever going to happen with her. It would be wildly inappropriate to even think of acting on these desires with her and there's no way she's into this sort of thing. But I do know that I will end up doing this sort of thing with somebody more appropriate who would get off on this. Until then I'll just keep slyly looking at sexy Emily and her luscious legs as a reminder of just how deeply I've moved from regular straight guy to sissy faggot cock sucker.