"Oh, yes. I knew I was weird by the time I was four. I knew I wasn't like other boys. I knew I was more fearful. I didn't like the rough and tumble most boys were into. I knew I was a sissy." - Robert Crumb

Sunday, 1 September 2013

I Lost Control


  1. If it makes you feel any better, I'm loosing myself to Hypnos n desires within my flower:)

  2. Hi Claire,

    Update on my progress;

    I'm almost down the rabbit hole now, really devoted to Goddess Gracie and her teachings:) thanks to your recommendation. Just sent you a message sweetie.

    (i purged my jensissy@yahoomail.com account, duh)

    1. Hello Jen I'm staci n if ever you desire to chat I'm at stephyjones81@yahoo.com

      May I ask what purged is?

  3. Hi Jenny,

    Lovely to hear from you again. I've replied back and saved your new email address. It's wonderful being a sissy princess for Goddess Gracie isn't it? Glad you're almost down the rabbit hole like me.

    Claire xxx

    1. I have such desires n needs oh my it's almost a craving n so many sissy desires

  4. Ms Holly, I just wanted to say thankYou as well as I do n so very much love your blog n outlook in life. I've an addict of Hypnos for going on two years n though they have changed me in so many ways. I question the full change, as I've lived full time as a woman for bout 13.5 years n been on female hormones for over 20 years.

    As much as I love n desire cock along with other desires to be more controlled or owned even, I can't imagine doing it as anything other than a girl. In girl mode. But I do love the idealists of being a slut n definitely love cock in a different way. Being bisexual in real life. I truly desire clients over relationships:)

  5. Hi!
    My name is Sophie, and i'm following this blog now for like a year, and reall helped me to turn into one of you :P
    I've never really had sex with girls, only licked pussy twice but had several cocks in my mouth from the age of 16. When I was 20 I've got my first gf, but she never could get me turned on, so she broke up with me, and told me I should be fucked, cuz I am not capable of doing it. I desired cock for long even then... She sent me an e-mail after brokeup with like 10 sissy blogs. I found them so hot... I've jerked off like everyday, started to finger my boypussy, and even stole some panties :S My gf asked like a week later If i masturbated to the blogs she sent me. For the first time I've told someone that what truly I am. She just told me that she knew it, and we never spoke again. Now I have skirts, tops, panties, bra-s and hold ups :) As I've already written in a comment before; I was firstly fucked as a sissy a month ago. Yesterday I've jsut had my 15. cock in my little pussy :) Aaaaand it was a biiig hard black cock :) I'm so glad that I've found one, as there aren't so many blacks in Hungary. I promised that from now I'm gonna be his bitch and just call me if he wants to fuck :) He answered: "Just come everyday after 8:00 pm, I'm gonna call when I don't need you to come." I'm so happy now!!! Today I just went to his place, dressed up, made my makeup, and then he took me to one of his freinds as a surprise :) That guy isn't black but has a nice dick and lot of sperm :) They fucked and deepthroated me, and pissed on me :S I've enjoyed it very much, and then my black master said that "it seems you've got one more daily visits now... your pussy is might be get wide for the end of the year :) :) I'm just a sissy faggot cocksucker :P Hope they will use me as a prostite too :) THat's my story, Thank you :P :)