Last night I had a meet with a really nice guy. I've been chatting with him online and three nights ago we ended up having phone sex. We had phone sex again the following night and last night I went and met him at his flat. He has a serious leg and lingerie fetish which I enjoyed. I modeled a few outfits for him and we kissed and he touched me all over especially my legs. I wore two different stockings for him and some suspenders and he ejaculated all over me. Unfortunately he didn't want to fuck me in the ass but he dry humped me several times and I sucked him off. I wanked him off on to my stockings and feeling his cum splash against my legs and run down the stockings was thrilling.
When I was on my back on the sofa he dry humped my groin like I was a real girl with a real pussy and clitty. I really liked that - I felt like a real girl being fucked with my legs wrapped around him. I loved being in his strong, manly arms, especially when we were kissing and cuddling. I can't wait until I see him again. He makes me feel like a true sheplacement.
Well done! Sissys on here are hopeless at posting comments.
ReplyDeleteI'm listening to the Little Miss Squidgy files; do they have any lasting effect Claire?
jensissy@yahoo.com
Thanks jensissy! Lasting effects? Your wee wee won't be getting hard with a woman ever again, you'll crave cock and sex with men and lose interest in sleeping with girls (not that you'll be able to anyway.)Your sissy desires will overwhelm you and you'll become addicted to the files just like me.
ReplyDeleteDid the files tip you over the edge or were you already over?!
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The files tipped me over the edge and I love it now.
ReplyDeleteDid you listen to them before hooking up with Ms Holly? I'm scared that it's activated something really perverted and pushed me into something that I wouldn't have done otherwise
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ReplyDeleteI can swear by Ms Squidgy and hypno training vids in general. I have had fantasies of being a slut for men ever since I started dressing. I would post ads, cam, chat, email on and on, etc. But once I would cum I would feel guilty and always chickened out. Frustrating because then when I was horny again I would wish I had gone through with it.
ReplyDeleteThen I found hypno files and began masturbating to them often, even daily. Ms Squidgy Suck and trainsexmen from warpmymind were hot jackoff material. The more I listened the more I fantasized about cock/men and the longer the effect lasted afterward.
The fantasy became an obsession and on a trip for work. I always take my girl cloths and play dressup on these trips. I downloaded Ms Squidy on my phone and listened on the plane (headphones!), after checkin, between meetings. By end of the day I was cock crazy and posted an ad on CL and soon had given my cell number to a guy. As Ms S says - youve just done it and now it cannot be undone. No chickening out this time. Good i thought - I won't let my male side fuck this up! I kept listening and avoided any stroking.
He arrived and I had Ms S. playing on my laptop. The part about going to gay bars and looking for cock. He was only 5 inches but very firm and guiding. Fat and not attractive, but it was hot and I felt like a total whore and gay faggot. And I wanted more. Now, Ive had 6 men in under a year - two of them black and one of those a muscle man! Although I feel like I'm on break and trying to concentrate more on work for a while - I know its what I was born to do and I'll do it again soon. I love kissing and doing men and never seriously think of a woman anymore. I have a profile on Adult Friend Finder and am always just another hypno play away from going to work on a hot guy.
Do listen to Ms S.. Listen and post pics,chat and cam and talk with men. Its only a matter of time and I promise - it will end your misery as a ineffective man and you will new sexual powerful and satisfaction better than anything you've had as a male.
LosingMyMaleMind (gabby)
A lovely, lovely comment, Gabby.
ReplyDeleteJen, I didn't listen to them before Ms Holly started training me but I'm still listening to them well after Ms Holly last trained me. She's very rarely online these days so I've largely been training myself since I started this blog.Ms Holly still deserves a lot of credit for me being gay now. I do have an online Master now though. He's making me more and more gay everyday.
ReplyDeleteI feel like Jekyll and Hyde. In the day I wish I could find a girlfriend but every night I fantasize about being permanently taken into a dominant guy's house and allowing him to feminize my body to satisfy his kinky desires.
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iam a sissy cock hoar and a full time cd.my master uses me as he wishes.he buys me all kinds of outfits.now i have on a black open bottom all in one girdle with black full fashion seamed stockings. i have nipple clamps on my real 38" breasts and a 6" but plug in my ass at all times.i have on 8" ballet shoes with locks,and a skin tight dress.when not sucking cock i have a dick gage in my mouth.i service all my masters friends men or women black or white.they can fuck me any time they want.
ReplyDeleteHi, my name is Jessi.
ReplyDeleteI tried to comment on this a couple of weeks ago, but couldn't for some reason.
It was really appropriate the first time I read it because I was waiting for a new guy to show up, and I was killing time reading your blog.
I had not sucked a guy off in several years, but I have decided recently to own who I am. I am not getting younger, and I am a sissy fag who love sucking cock and being fucked in the ass. I love getting guys off.
So, I placed an ad on craigslist, and voila, I had several guys in a matter of hours. Only three of them turned out to be of use to me; but, I've sucked off three different guys, been fucked by two of them...and ALL of them want to come back. I have had sex with one of the guys twice, and he is coming back again tomorrow night.
I love guys. I really do. I love being a slutty little hole. I am a safety girl, but I love the feel of a cock in my mouth and ass. Your blog was key in helping me to simply own my life and who I am. I am a sissy fag. I love that fact. I am going to live the rest of my life as a sissy fag.
Thank you very much for your blog.
Jessi
Hi Jessi,
ReplyDeleteThank you for the lovely comment. I'm so glad my blog has helped you discover who you are. That makes me very happy. If you want to chat about anything then please get in touch.
Claire xxx
I've met a guy online, we are both older, mature. We have sent each other pictures, face and body, we have chatted online, had online sex, talked on phone..all the regular stuff. He wants to meet and he wants me to be totally dressed and acting like a woman. I am open to the idea, I thinks it it totally hot and I have always wanted to be a mans bitch. But I am not sure where/how to start. Any suggestions?
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