A Confirmed Sissy Faggot Cocksucker

It was only a matter of time until I found myself on my fishnet clad knees with a cock in my mouth. I've been chatting online and on the phone with a local TV Mistress and agreed to meet her last weekend for discipline, humiliation and fun. I arrived at her house just after 1.30pm on Saturday and slipped in through the front door trying not to draw the attention of the woman opposite who was washing her car. Mistress Angela was fully dressed in a tight satin black pencil skirt, white blouse with realistic "balloons" in her bra and stockings and suspenders, a black wig and full make-up. After greeting me, she sat down and I knelt before her and put her zip up black leather ankle boots on her feet as instructed. She gave me a bra with some balloons to put in it as I didn't have one in my bag and luckily it was a good fit.

I was left to dress and carefully unpacked my things from my bag. I'd brought my pink and white Alice in Wonderland sissy dress, fishnets, 5" white heels, latex panties, wig and make-up and a large clip-on red flower to go with the wig. I got changed and did my make-up and joined Mistress in the kitchen. She offered me a glass of red wine which I sipped while she introduced her collection of whips, canes and belts to me with helpful demonstrations of the sounds and movements each made. I'd never been spanked with anything other than an ex-girlfriend's hand before so it was agreed that we'd start off with just a selection of belts to take it from there.

We'd both been chatting to a local lad called Wardy and Mistress had asked if I had any objections to him joining us when I phoned her a few hours previously. I was eager for him to join us not least because he'd already shown me several pics of his magnificent cock. Wardy was invited and I followed Mistress upstairs to her attic to get acquainted before he arrived. The attic contained a large bed ideal for what was to take place.

Wardy arrived just after we went up and Mistress went down to let him in as I sat on the bed. I was ordered to stand up and away from the bed while Mistress sat down in my place. Wardy took a seat in the chair opposite the bed and Mistress ordered me to lay across her lap. Mistress pulled up my petticoats and pulled down my latex panties and stroking and spanking my arse. I was enjoying it even though it was fairly mild. I then had to stand up and bend over the bed while she spanked me more. Wardy was ordered to take out his cock and wank it. He was clearly a bit nervous but so was I so it didn't really matter. Mistress progressed from her hands to the different belts and as she moved up through the belts the pain of the different belts increased until the fourth belt made me flinch with every hit. The juxtaposition of pain and pleasure was incredible and the endorphin rush was like nothing I'd experienced before.

Having disciplined me, Mistress lubed up my arse to fuck me but even with plenty of lube I was still too tight so she pushed me onto the bed, turned me onto my back and began playing with my cock before sucking it until it was rock hard. She then went over to Wardy and did the same to him as he sat in the chair. I was then made to bend over the bed again while Mistress tongued my arse and then fingered me. Wardy then also fingered me and I've never been more turned on in my life before. I thought I was going to cum from his probing. Mistress then had me belt her arse as she sometimes likes to be spanked as a reminder of how it feels. I was surprised that I enjoyed doing this given my very submissive nature. Perhaps it's something I could develop.

I then had to do the same probing to Mistress before my favourite part of the session. With Mistress on her back, I pulled her panties off to reveal her cock. It was only about 5" but was thick and tasty looking. I can't describe the hunger that welled up inside of me as I looked at that cock. I've never craved something so badly before and loved the fact that I could fit the whole thing in my mouth all the way down to the base. I sucked and licked and kissed and worshipped her smooth cock and balls and loved every minute. Mistress told me I was very good at it and that sissies are much better at it that real girls. She then had Wardy suck her before having me suck him too. His tool must be at least 7" and despite my best attempts I couldn't get it all the way down. I still worshipped it just like Mistress's and spent quite a bit of time sucking on his big balls. I used to love girls sucking on my balls when they were giving me a blowjob. Now I'd rather be doing the sucking. What an utter homo I am now.

After more playing, we wrapped up with Mistress swallowing Wardy's cum, me being made to wank until I cam over myself and then Mistress shot her load all over me too. The feeling of her hot, sticky cum running down my right leg was brilliant.

After we cleaned ourselves up, Wardy left and Mistress and myself got changed back into our vanilla clothes. I spent a little while sat in her kitchen talking to her about what we'd done and things in general while drinking coffee. I normally drink tea but thought it only polite to drink her expensive coffee when offered it. It was good coffee and I enjoyed our chat. We may not be able to meet up again for a while though Wardy is eager to see me again on account of me being "really good at sucking cock - I was so turned on." Mistress is keen to see me again though she doesn't get to dress as often as she'd like due to several reasons.

There you have it. I'm a confirmed cock sucker now. I love pleasuring dick and balls and being anally stimulated. I now know that I do really enjoy BDSM though the amount of BDSM porn I watch was a bit of a give away anyway. In short, the destruction of my male self as a sexually entity is almost complete and I really am I Sissy Faggot Cock Sucker now. Hope you're happy now dear readers after all the encouragement you continue to give me! x

The most erotic shemale dom video I've ever seen.

A big thanks to a cool reader.

I've been corresponding with a fan of my blog called Mika. Like me, Mika is a big fan of the idea of Jennifer Garner as a tranny/shemale. As Mika put it:

"I've been [a fan] about 10 years. I first saw her in Alias and I was like WOW when I saw her. Broad shoulders, narrow hips, small breasts, toned arms, strong jawline.... perfect. She seems to be very nice and down to earth person too. When I became her fan and saw that there were people who thought she looked like a tranny I actually started getting interested of trannies too. Jennifer was the bridge for me to start liking trannies too."

Below are a selection of photoshopped pictures by Mika and I'm grateful for receiving them.

I want to be Bailey Jay. She's amazing.

Sissy Rachel's Shemale Erotica

I've recently discovered a cool blog called Sissy Rachel's Shemale Erotica. It features Photoshopped pictures of beautiful women as shemales and although the quality of the Photoshopping varies, I like it very much. I've nicked a few pictures from it below along with others I've located from elsewhere. Sissy Rachel hasn't updated her blog since November 2010 but I hope she does come back to it soon.





I've considered buying a Chun-Li outfit to combine my twin obessessions of sissification and Street Fighter. Chun-Li and Cammy with monster cocks - awesome!

I think this might be the sexiest picture I've ever seen. She's gorgeous.




Chun-Li again this time fucking Poison from Final Fight. This turns me on way more than it should do. A Chun-Li outfit for Claire?



If this picture was real I'd do nothing all day but suck her huge meaty cock. Jennifer Garner as a shemale is extremely hot.








I love the look on her face. "I know you want it Claire. Remember those days when you thought you were straight? You used to fancy me but you prefer me much more as a shemale don't you? That's right, take it in your mouth and suck it like the cock hungry faggot you truly are. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...you're a world-class pole smoker aren't you sweetie?"

Adult Hypnotic Wishes

Like many sissies, I've frequented Adult Hypnotic Wishes for several years. It's an excellent site full of wonderful flash animations, stories, hypnotic IM logs and CD recordings. I've spent a lot of time in the chat room and consider it an integral part of my descent in to sissy faggot cocksuckerdom. I've always wanted to buy one of Mind Mistress's CD on account of the content and her amazing voice but have always been put off by the fact that they could only be ordered on CD through the post. Alas no more! Most of the CDs are available for MP3 download now and I've finally taken the plunge. To call her work effective is an understatement.

In theory her CDs should be listened to in order but I decided on CD 4 Male Charm now that it has had an induction added to it. Before I tell you what I've been up to, here's the track by track listing on the AHW as proof of it's effectiveness:

1. Preamble – Track 1 Tells the subject she wants to be a slut, and will enjoy it. If the subject has been trained with other CDs to go deep into trance, and you do not want them to know what will happen to them, skip this track and start at Track 2.
2. Trance Formation – Track 2 Uses the trigger word established in all previous CDs to bring the person deep into trance, imagine their ideal feminine body sitting at bar, and become that person, feeling and seeing their body as being sexy, big breasted, and totally female.
   
3. Flirt – Track 3 The subject learns how wonderful it feels to flirt with a man.
4. Caressed – Track 4 The man starts caressing and seducing her
5. Stroke – Track 5 She starts feeling him through his pants, and then stroking his cock, getting more and more aroused by the effect she's having on him.
6. Oral – Track 6 She can't stand it anymore, and takes his cock in her mouth, learning the pleasures of cocksucking.
7. Kiss – Track 7 A second man takes her away from the first, and she learns to enjoy kissing men.
8. Table – Track 8 Her clothing gets ripped away, and she is placed on her back on a table, feeling so horny she puts up no resistance.
9. Vaginal – Track 9 She gets taken by one man, while sucking another's cock. Skip this track if you're training the subject to be a shemale.
10. Anal – Track 10 She gets taken off the table, onto her feet, still in high heels, and leans over it to get taken up the ass.
11. Permanence – Track 11 This track creates an irrisistible compulsion to listen to the CD every day, as often as possible, until the subject is completely and permanently a cockslut. Skip this track if you only want to reinforce attraction to men, otherwise your subject will become totally addicted to listening to this CD, and the addiction will not stop until they are a total slut, constantly horny for men and cock.
12. Awaken – Track 12 The subject awakens still feeling and seeing their body as female. This hallucination will get more vivid and realistic every time they listen to the CD, until they perceive themselves as a big breasted slut all the time. Such hallucinations usually fade after going to sleep, unless the CD is used for too long, in which case it becomes permanent. How long is "too long" ? That depends on the subject.
13. Debriefing – Track 13 She is told how much she enjoys being a slut, and how she'll need to get some cock, or at least look at pictures of cocks as soon as possible. Skip this track if your subject usually shows amnesia for their time in trance, and they don't know you're making them a slut
14. Techno Slut – This is the Techno music that she hears playing in the club during her slutty adventures. After a few listenings of the CD, just playing this music will make her feel very slutty and extremely horny for cock. It will trigger all her conditionnings, and can easily by played on a loop at a party where she is to service men, or in the car on the way to a club

Warning! If listened to in its entirety, this CD creates a permanent change in the sexual preference of the listener. It does not make any changes to sexual attraction to women, if any exists, but it creates an obsessive attraction to men and cocks, as well as a compulsion to please them sexually in every way.

TRIGGERS: This CD sets a trance trigger word, which is only usable by Me. Because it plays the techno music throughout the CD, that tune becomes deeply associated with being a horny cockslut, so you can use the last track as a trigger for slutty behavior. Just pop that tune into the CD player, and watch the results... (that tune is the only trigger usable by someone other than Me).

On Sunday I spent much of the day in the pub watching the football on "Survival Sunday." I drank quite a lot until my friends went home. As I left the pub I felt an overwhelming urge to visit a nearby gaybar and did so. I wandered in and sat on my own for a few minutes drinking a pint. Four guys came in together and sat at a table near me. The next time I went to the bar one of them invited me to join them. To cut a long story short I ended up flirting with the guy who invited me to the table and made it clear that I really wanted to sleep with him. When we eventually left the bar we walked to another gay bar and I held hands with him as we walked. About halfway there we stopped and kissed and I stroked his cock through his pants. This was in the middle of the street where anybody could have seen and I felt like I had no control over my actions.

There was a Drag Queen behind the bar in the second fag bar and I took great delight in showing her pics of me dressed. "Very nice hun, excellent legs" was her concise opinion. From the very beginning I got the guy to call me Claire and made it clear I was a cock hungry tranny. I wasn't fully dressed but I was clearly in Claire mode through out. We continued to kiss and I stroked his cock but there was nowhere to go to to have sex so it never happened. I was practically begging to suck his cock and have him fuck me but it wasn't practical. Male Charm and Little Miss Squidgy have permanently changed my sexuality and the thought of going back to Annies Bar and The Oak gets me hard. It's going to be very difficult for me to stay away from either if I continue to listen to Mind Mistress and Ms J and quite frankly I'm at the stage where I want to visit such places as often as possible. I'm a faggot for life now and I love it. Be careful what you wish for dear readers. xxx

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