On the face of it, the very idea of me being a transvestite is fairly ridiculous. I'm 6' 2" with a large build and look like an average, slightly overweight, early thirties bloke in glasses. As far as I know nobody in my vanilla life knows or suspects that I'm a tranny and I reckon I'd be well down the list if somebody told them there was a secret crossdresser in their life. But put me in feminine clothes, make-up, wig, lingerie and heels and I look a different person to how you'd expect. I'm not convincing but I look and feel feminine when dressed. In short, I feel I look more attractive as a tranny than I do as a guy and judging by the number of men who message me telling me how sexy and pretty I look, I must be doing something right. Either that or there's loads of desperate tranny fanciers out there. You can't see my face in the pics below but its amazing how different I look with a bit of make-up and long hair.
I'm slightly envious of skinny, convincing transvestites but at the same time I think its more fun not being convincing. I find the exaggerated femininity of other TVs very arousing and looking very convincing kind of detracts from that. I might as well be looking at a real girl. Gender is socially constructed not biologically determined and the fact that a man like me can dress like a caricature of femininity and not look totally laughable proves that. Yeah, I don't look anything like a supermodel but I don't look like the "ladies" from Little Britain either. I look like a sissy faggot cocksucker and that's what I am.
Anyway, I'm sure you visit this blog to wank over the pictures not read rambling bollocks from me. So here's some (fairly old) pictures of me in all my faggoted non-glory. I await lots of abusive anonymous comments with baited breath...



My cocksucking lips. Open wide...

Ms Holly made me buy a lot of gay porn mags as part of my training. I was only allowed to masturbated over these and hated it at first. Amazing how quickly I went from hating it, to getting off on the humiliation of it, to enjoying it to getting really turned on by cocks. What a pathetic sissy faggot cocksucker.

