"Oh, yes. I knew I was weird by the time I was four. I knew I wasn't like other boys. I knew I was more fearful. I didn't like the rough and tumble most boys were into. I knew I was a sissy." - Robert Crumb

Saturday, 4 September 2010

This video is like a sissy's wet dream.



Gorgeous outfits through out this (official) Youtube video but it cuts off about half of the right hand side of the video, which is ridiculous. It's farcial but I still love it and its the only GA channel with high quality videos. Nadine Coyle is my favourite and the bit where they wear the sissy dresses confirms what a pathetic faggot I am....as much as I want to fuck all of them I'd rather they dress me up in pretty dresses and make me sing and dance along to their songs.

Friday, 27 August 2010

Pictures of Me

On the face of it, the very idea of me being a transvestite is fairly ridiculous. I'm 6' 2" with a large build and look like an average, slightly overweight, early thirties bloke in glasses. As far as I know nobody in my vanilla life knows or suspects that I'm a tranny and I reckon I'd be well down the list if somebody told them there was a secret crossdresser in their life. But put me in feminine clothes, make-up, wig, lingerie and heels and I look a different person to how you'd expect. I'm not convincing but I look and feel feminine when dressed. In short, I feel I look more attractive as a tranny than I do as a guy and judging by the number of men who message me telling me how sexy and pretty I look, I must be doing something right. Either that or there's loads of desperate tranny fanciers out there. You can't see my face in the pics below but its amazing how different I look with a bit of make-up and long hair.

I'm slightly envious of skinny, convincing transvestites but at the same time I think its more fun not being convincing. I find the exaggerated femininity of other TVs very arousing and looking very convincing kind of detracts from that. I might as well be looking at a real girl. Gender is socially constructed not biologically determined and the fact that a man like me can dress like a caricature of femininity and not look totally laughable proves that. Yeah, I don't look anything like a supermodel but I don't look like the "ladies" from Little Britain either. I look like a sissy faggot cocksucker and that's what I am.

Anyway, I'm sure you visit this blog to wank over the pictures not read rambling bollocks from me. So here's some (fairly old) pictures of me in all my faggoted non-glory. I await lots of abusive anonymous comments with baited breath...




My cocksucking lips. Open wide...


Ms Holly made me buy a lot of gay porn mags as part of my training. I was only allowed to masturbated over these and hated it at first. Amazing how quickly I went from hating it, to getting off on the humiliation of it, to enjoying it to getting really turned on by cocks. What a pathetic sissy faggot cocksucker.



Sunday, 22 August 2010

Hot or Not?

There are days when I see a picture of Lady Gaga and think she looks really beautiful and very hot. There are other days when she looks like a really lazy drag queen or a particularly skinny pre-pubescent boy. When she looks hot part of my brain tells me I want to sleep with her and another part wants her and her stylists to dress me up in similar hot faggot outfits and have me mince around to her songs. Here's some pictures of her looking hot and/or interesting:



I don't think she really has a cock but it would turn me on massively if she was shemale or hermaphrodite.














That's an amazing fit body. The cuts are slightly troubling but that is a very hot looking young woman. I misread "shameless" as "shemales" the first time I saw it. Wishful thinking?


I want to suck her disco stick.




These were made by a guy who plays with dolls. Hot.








Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta. I want to be your Barbie doll bitch.